I’m officially starting to learn beekeeping! This spring, I’m getting my first bees! I’m so excited-but also really nervous. I want my bees to live! And not just to live, but to thrive. I’m envisioning myself as a natural bee whisperer. Listening to the bees and having an innate ability to give them exactly what they need. Oh boy. Probably not gonna happen. But I want to learn as much as possible so that when the bees do “speak” to me, then I know what they are saying. Since learning about bees, one thing many people recommend is having a…
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My Journey into beekeeping began with discovering bee venom therapy. My journey into beekeeping started with researching bee venom therapy. I’ve mentioned here before that I’ll be starting bee venom therapy soon. I’m still waiting on test results from blood work. But once we get all the results squared away, I’ll start ordering my bees. When I first researched honey bee venom therapy, I admit to being a bit skeptical. But the more I learned, the more I was in awe. Honey bees are tiny little miracles that create such an incredible difference in our world. It’s incredible how God…
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Life Update & Watercolor It’s time for a life update and some watercolor. These are sort of like therapy sessions with my imaginary therapist. All At Once I can’t explain the relief I feel on New Year’s Day morning. Does anyone else out there in internet land understand? The newness. The hope. Anticipation. But also, the looking back. We humans always hope for less hard. We look for the good and easy. Don’t we? It’s weird. We hope for the simple, uncomplicated, zero struggle-but every single time, we find that the good is always mixed in with the hard. “That…
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My gut ached with knots. I picked up my wide leg jeans to keep them from getting soaked in the slushy parking lot. What in the world are we doing with all these clothing trends? We are literally wearing skirts on each leg. I inhaled deeply and went in. The receptionist smiled, and after a short conversation, we both realized I was in the wrong place. “Go to suite A. It’s right across the hall.” I held my breath…does anyone else do that when they are stressed? I don’t even realize I’m doing it. Opening the door, I put on…
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So, did you make an outline of the book of Job? How did it go? The first time I went through it, I actually found it exhausting. Ha. It’s a long book. It also made me realize just how much dialogue there was. Job must have been so tired after each of his friends’ monologues! Right!? I wouldn’t have noticed all this without first writing an outline. But out of all the steps in Bible study, I think my favorite is the one we are going over today! I can’t wait! I’m going over how to mark the text. What…
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Life Update We are still in the trenches of the flu. These viruses are tricky. We went a whole 4 days without any signs of illness. We even got our Christmas tree from The Old Grove and were able to decorate. It’s amazing. How is it that when the Christmas tree is lit you just feel calmer? You think the world is finally at peace. The sickness is really done. That you really lucked out. You are in the clear. Maybe it was something he ate? But then you get a call from the caseworker. “He threw up. We’re gonna…
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Eleuthero. If Ashwagandha is a gentle hug, then Eleuthero provides a sort of tenacity for endurance. Eleuthero, or Eleutherococcus senticosus, is about restoration. A refresh. This herb is an adaptogen. Adaptogens are herbs that give the body the ability to adapt to stress. Adapting means that it helps the body systems stay regulated under pressure. Eleuthero & The Doshas Eleuthero is an herb mostly used by the Chinese and the Russians. In fact, in the 1940’s, the Russians discovered that Eleuthero gave soldiers stamina in difficult conditions. Eleuthero brings tenacity to the body. There is an ability to fight in…
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Chronic Illness and doctor’s appointments can be exhausting. My appointment was today. I can’t even describe to you how nervous I was. Filling out all the paperwork has a way of making you relive the whole illness journey. On top of that, last week marks 5 years of being chronically ill. My mind is heavy with all the things-ya know? Going to a doctor and talking about tests, knowing they could end up being a dead end…(sigh). There has been so many unanswered questions. I went expecting nothing, but I walked away feeling a little lighter with more hope than…
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The Book of Job: Reviewing Context Two weeks ago I started studying Job. I wrote a post about how important it is to know the context of the book. Who wrote it, the date that it was written, who it was written to and why it was written are all important facts to nail down (We do this the best we can based on archeological evidence.). When we know these facts, it will change how we read the book. I’m also challenging myself not to filter the story through my own life. Do you do this? You jump to where…
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Life Update The flu. And toddlers. Can you see where this is going? Imagine my surprise when I came into the kitchen and there was a pile of slick vomit all on the kitchen floor. Not only that, a tiny toddler with tiny feet decided to run laps through the kitchen. And with each lap, that tiny toddler decided to aggressively step through the slick vomit. Then suddenly, you notice that your dog is licking his lips. Why? You ask. Because dogs are disgusting, and they look at vomit like it’s a tasty delectable dessert. Gag! I admit, for a…